Right now...I should most definitely be in bed. At this point it may actually be better for me to stay up than try to get a few winks of sleep. I have been slipping back into my late night, insomniac ways that I was working so hard to break. I love the calmness and clarity that come from staying up late at night when all of your loved ones are safe in bed.
I have had so much and yet not going on in my life since being unemployed. The first few weeks were pretty easy to get through as I focused most of my time on going out in the ministry and cleaning house. Now that week three has just concluded, I am feeling more overwhelmed by all of the things that I need to get done but am unable to because I can't seem to make sense of the clutter inside my head. Aimlessly I surf the internet subconsciously and yet not avoiding things that need to be done and decisions that need to be made regarding my photography. Then when I finally lay down in bed, all of the things I have put off come rushing to the forefront of my mind begging and pleading to be remembered the next day.
And now, I am going to allow that cycle to continue as my eyes finally keep getting heavy with sleep to the point of involuntarily closing.